Thoughts

There is so much sadness in the world. So many bad things happen all the time - innocent people die, get killed or hurt, life sucks in general. In my opinion, as I had a discussion with a friend of mine a while ago, the world is definitely going to its end, I have this feeling for a long, long time now. All those wars in the name of unknown causas, all those terrorist attacks all over the world, all this hatrid among the people and thurst for blood and revenge make me feel so sick. Life is so confusing, the human beings lose their humanity and become predators. You never know what can happen to you in this chaos. That's why we should make efforts to enjoy every precious moment God gives us - the time spent with our families, the friends we make throughout our lifetime, the nice memories we have.
And I am really thankful to God that so far he did no harm to me. My family, even though thousands miles away from me, is doing alright, my friends, even though I miss them so much, are having a good time as well, my new friends here - I love them so much, but I feel so sad now. I was so eager to leave for Florida and start a new exciting life (at least that's how I picture it in my mind) but while I was looking at an extremely high volume of pictures at Walid's log, going through everybody's faces, through so many events together, I became so scared and sad that I might never see some of my new friends again because of living so far away from eachother for example, which is a pretty good reason unfortunately. And it happened so many times before, I know that it's so difficult to keep a friendship with such a distance!
To all my new friends that I am leaving pretty soon, not knowing when I will ever see them again: Anis, Alessandro, Maria, Lisiane, Amine, Aymen, Norton, Jamile, Simone, Paulino, Chad, Walid, Lena, Alfredo and all the other trainees: Thank you for the nice time we had together, for the respect and appreciation we showed to eachother (at least most of the time:), for the help and the attention I got when I needed you! We spent so much time together, I will always remember those 6 months and all the moments we had together-parties, going outs, trips we made together. I will miss all of you incredibly!